Throughout my life, I have had so many experiences -- telepathic, empathic, visitations, channeling -- that it is almost hard for me to believe that I actually lived from an outward perspective a somewhat normal life. How amazing is the body, the soul, the spirit and the divine mind that it can live these multi-dimensional experiences without being conscious. Until, of course, life altering experiences change your paradigm significantly. Everything changes. You begin to become conscious. What a concept!
From that outward perspective my life did appear normal. I had a remarkable life. I was married 22 years. That was an accomplishment in itself. In retrospect, my marriage taught me so much about myself. When I got married it was a must. It was something that was expected. As a child, when my friends would talk about getting married and having children, it didn't seem right for me. But I went along with the program. I am not judging it; it was the consciousness in which I was raised.
In December 1965, I had my first near death experience. It was very difficult to talk about what had happened to me. Besides, who at the time would understand my experience? I kept it to myself. I knew intuitively that my life was changing regardless of the linear time it would take before it emerged to my surface consciousness.
By all accounts and purposes I should have been dead! In a new 1965 Corvette I was hit twice by another car and thrown up over a curb, cutting down a 40 foot evergreen tree and going through a cement block wall. Metaphorically that would have meaning to me many years later. In my first book, there is a section on breaking through the eight block wall. Since everything happens for a reason, it is now reasonable to me why it happened. How telling was that experience to my future.
From entrepreneur to corporate America, my career evolved. Changing careers on a regular basis was part of my journey. I would get bored. I loved everything I did, but I loved changing what I did more. So the changes occurred.
I learned to fly airplanes. I belonged to the Ninety Nines, the International Organization of Women Pilots. I was very involved in aviation, in all aspects including air shows, volunteering at aviation museums and lecturing. It was the best time for me. In retrospect, I know why I loved flying so much…I was above it all! I could look down and not be caught up in the daily trauma dramas. I was free. Probably the only times I was truly grounded to the earth were when I was flying. Besides, whether I was flying an airplane or flying out of body, it was the same to me. An escape!
In 1991, Memorial Day weekend, I had second near death experience. I was helping a drunken woman get her car out of a parking space when the car took off with me, accelerating from 0 to 60. The car flew 40 feet into the air, landing upside down in the Connecticut River in 15 feet of water. What a flying experience! Before the car hit the water, I was out of my body, not unusual for me. Escaping, I thought I had really done it this time. In the No-Time (un-linear time) I was sitting on a ship in a white room with twelve wondrous all white beings who spoke empathically to me. I was "feeling" them. I was the only thing in the room in color. I was wearing a black and white knit jacket piped in red, with a matching top with an anchor on it. How appropriate!
In our conversation, the beings expressed to me that I had made an agreement to go back to Earth to assist others in their healing process. What agreement? I didn't want to go back. Through the window of the ship, I could see all the commotion that was going on around the marina in Old Saybrook. I knew that I would go back. I knew what they were saying was my truth. But I fought it. Yet, I knew that I had agreed. Back to Earth.
My life has never been the same. Since then, it’s been a series of never ending changes and transformations. I have devoted myself to my Quantum Energy work. This is the reason why I came back. To heal myself! And in that process my focus is to assist my clients and students to empower themselves to heal and create their lives from their truth and not the fear programs.
I do not call myself a teacher or healer but a facilitator for others. I support others to go to their quantum cellular level of consciousness, learn the truth of who they are, take back their power and their life. By releasing the old fear patterns and programming, their lives change automatically. It is through their dedication and commitment to themselves that I can support them through their conscious healing process.
I am in love with what I do. I am living my purposes. This is my reason for living, staying and loving this planet. It can't get any better than that! And so it is for me! |